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HEY EVERYONE... Welcome BACK to my channel! Today I wanted to sit down and just talk to you guys. It's been 2 weeks since The Secret Life of Jeffree Star has been out in the world and I wanted to address questions you guys had, and expand on a few topics... I also wanted to reveal a few dark secrets that I wasn't ready to tell Shane or talk about until now... My whole life I've had a very hard time opening up to anyone... Thank you for listening.
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codingiscreativity - 14 dager siden
When a person ended up homeless it's mostly because of some poor choices unless physical disability.
rawr xD
rawr xD - Dag siden
His mom was an alcoholic so i can already imagine how it happened.
Daniel Frohlich
Daniel Frohlich - 14 dager siden
You are amazing! Just continue to be you!
Helena Picao
Helena Picao - Måned siden
I love you jeffree
repetitive reality
repetitive reality - Måned siden
I once had compassion for you and I understood you,but I realy tell you that you need help and if you want to persue your dream, it's just a dream.
When you're gonna go, you're gonna go alone. Nothing comes with you.
You will go the same way you came in this world, alone, naked and your soul.
Think about it.
I want to hate you, but I can't becouse you have a soul like me. It's sad to see how somebody looks after selling his soul. You don't care about anything and anybody and I understand that. Trust me I can see your Karma.
Why do you need the attention and the fame if you are going to go to sleep and eat alone?
jerkratt - 2 måneder siden
I love you so much Jeffree! Just had to put that out there. Girl, I had almost the sameee exacttt relationship with my mother. My father was bipolar/mean and hated my sister n I having any type of lives. My mother, being afraid of him herself, would instigate when we wanted to go out with friends n our dad would yell at us. I was literally up her ass as a small child, then later in life I wound up resenting her for a lot of how we got treated...I stopped talking to my mom around 2002. My father passed away in 2005. She got remarried 6 months later. She developed breast cancer down the road, so I tried to go see her, but she'd always talk about negative things with such anger in her voice, and her new husband was a drunken was always just unbareably awkward, so I just stopped going over their house. I just let her wither away without me... :o( Luckily, I was there with her in hospice for the last few days of her life. How can I ever forgive myself for all of that? I don't know, but I got to tell her I love her during her last moments. For thattt I'm grateful. I hold onto that so so closely now. You're so lucky to have as much time left with her to rebuild on. I didn't have that. Stay strong, stay you Honey
Rodi Mousa
Rodi Mousa - 2 måneder siden
Omg i'm starting crying when i hearing you saying all of that, 😔❤
Rodi Mousa
Rodi Mousa - 2 måneder siden
Jeffree your an amazing persone ❤ clean from insaid that's what i like it about you 😊❤😘
Tetagonic - Måned siden
Hunny, catch the cold tea, you need to know the truth about this monster😍
Itz Dani
Itz Dani - 2 måneder siden
Are u INSANE?!!?!
Julie Phillips
Julie Phillips - 2 måneder siden
Sweetie everyone has secrets that they still to this day don't tell anyone. I'm so proud of you for letting it all out. Girl take your time letting your secrets out. No one should ever judge anyone for their past. You are so loved
SimplyKatexo - 2 måneder siden
It’s nice to feel like you can relate to someone in the public eye
CHILL FROST - 3 måneder siden
It's a continuous working out my dear.. ❤ i do too. That's why I understand you
Pia Messing
Pia Messing - 3 måneder siden
Why has everyone forgotten this video and what was said? I have to be careful, what i say because i was ripped to pieces, for a posting of kindness, on Twitter. Wish I didnt have to post publicly. Anyway, NO-ONE, should forget. All I will say, we're all human, we all come from somewhere and we're just trying to get somewhere. That's all.
Cameron Gagne
Cameron Gagne - 4 måneder siden
This feels super vulnerable & beautiful & genuine. And takes courage. 🤍 I’m impressed & grateful to witness it.
Zoe Miller
Zoe Miller - 4 måneder siden
I tell everyone that my best friends mom is my mom😶
Zoe Miller
Zoe Miller - 4 måneder siden
Thank you Jeffrey for talking about this. Not many people are this honest. I feel you. I self harmed for years now and ur making me wanna stop it. 🥺💕
rawr xD
rawr xD - 3 måneder siden
I love Jeffree a lot, one of the reasons is that i relate to him, we both grew up without a dad, spent most of our childhood with our grandparents and struggled with self harm.
Britney Spears
Britney Spears - 4 måneder siden
💕 if u need someone to talk to. I’m here, we can get to know each other 💕
Jenna Rainford
Jenna Rainford - 4 måneder siden
I came across your channel by accident a couple of weeks ago on Facebook and I have not stopped watching you since.... I don't usually go on the Internet much but over the last 3 weeks I have watched almost all of your uploads and that is because I love your honesty, your personality.... Just everything about you.
I think your amazing in what you've accomplished and the fact that you keep your amazing products at a price people can afford just because you love to do it is unbelievable and so humbling to see.
When I watched the shane Dawson series I was in awe of you and I cried at certain parts of it.
You are honestly amazing and that's the real 'T' people who try and put you down are either jealous at what you've accomplished or are just shallow minded and need to get their arse into the 21st century and let everyone be who the hell they want to be.
I don't have instergram or snap chat but I'm considering downloading the app to see more because I'm worried about running out of videos to watch of you and its uploads like this 1 especially, that I admire you for.
I hope your getting over your split with Nate, so sorry to hear about that I thought you were amazing together, but Guuuurl your last update you did with your date... He was HOT..!
Sorry for the long message, I don't write to people /uploads but I really just felt the need to tell you that you are AMAZING..! xXx
Chanel’s Channel
Chanel’s Channel - 4 måneder siden
How’s mom?
Chanel’s Channel
Chanel’s Channel - 4 måneder siden
Thank-you for sharing your most uncomfortable part of your life. If you’ve never had anyone tell you, you have one special soul. God bless you.
Railey R
Railey R - 4 måneder siden
You need to go to church and let god take that weight of your back. And I’m not saying this in a bad way it will help you.
rawr xD
rawr xD - 3 måneder siden
Not everyone believes in god though, gotta respect that
Dóra Fehér
Dóra Fehér - 4 måneder siden
❤️Sending you love Jeffree❤️ Life is worth living...we are not here forever ...take care🤗
Cassandra Ann
Cassandra Ann - 4 måneder siden
Love you 😍
Ka P
Ka P - 4 måneder siden
Utter bullshit!
Jessbo1218 - 4 måneder siden
What is?
axlrosegnr - 4 måneder siden
Got that's an ugly fucking creature
rawr xD
rawr xD - 2 måneder siden
Look in the mirror😻
Britney Spears
Britney Spears - 4 måneder siden
I mean look at you
Jessbo1218 - 4 måneder siden
Lexie Fox
Lexie Fox - 4 måneder siden
I swear I love jeffree he is a queen and I love him so much and he is so iconic and amazing
SimplyKatexo - 4 måneder siden
people who are hurting the most inside are smiling on the outside i can so relate to what he is saying and i hate that i can but its nice to know that i'm not the only one who has been in that place
SimplyKatexo - 4 måneder siden
i went through self harm and i hated myself for it and i still hate it
Britney Spears
Britney Spears - 4 måneder siden
If you need someone to talk can talk to me and we can get to know each other
Nooby Gaming
Nooby Gaming - 4 måneder siden
Jessbo1218 - 4 måneder siden
Are you calling him trash?
Deborah B.
Deborah B. - 4 måneder siden
shane can be trusted..????? lolol
like you can be trusted.. lolol
Noell Lopez
Noell Lopez - 5 måneder siden
You are truly a amazing person INSIDE AND OUT NEVER FORGET THAT XO
Brittany Spears
Brittany Spears - 5 måneder siden
I relate to you honey
Dean - 5 måneder siden
So very PROUD OF YOU SWEETHEART! You are one in a million and as someone who self harmed for 15 years and finally heal myself enough to leave that pain and hurt in the past, I am officially self harm free and have been for 12 years! Watching your beautiful life from Shane when you showed him all your scars it made me cry 😢, purely because I could relate to so much and I loved you before but now my love for you is totally unconditional! And for someone to TRULY UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL, unless you have been driven to self harm for whatever reason, you will NEVER TRULY UNDERSTAND or get how it takes hold of your life! It’s like being addicted to drugs or alcohol and you need to cut yourself to feel better, unfortunately the good feeling doesn’t last, so you do more and more and so on and so forth. Thank you SO MUCH for being honest and please know that you have people that worship you Jeffree. Please please never forget that! Lots of love and hugs ❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🌈✨🌈✨🌈✨🌈✨🌈✨🌈♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
Adonna Rowe
Adonna Rowe - 5 måneder siden
Hannah Christine
Hannah Christine - 5 måneder siden
I'm so happy for you that you reconnected with your mom ❤ this year it was 6 years ago since I've seen my mom. But she came to visit me in January 2020. You need to have mom in your life if you have one. If you don't have one, borow a friends mom. I do sometimes. Mom's are the best!
maria scott
maria scott - 5 måneder siden
I argue with my mom too I'm like that too because I was bullied I don't get along with my mom too I'm so like you too my mom that gave birth to me commited suicide but the one I argue with is my adopted mom I'm the only water sign in my adopted family my daughter is a cancer in so happy my adopted mom threw me away like trash I'm unwanted by her
maria scott
maria scott - 5 måneder siden
Jeffree I am a Scorpio too and I attempted suicide too I almost died due to my family chronically bully me I suffer from severe anxiety ptsd and depression and borderline personality disorder and schizophrenia and I almost died because my sister told me I should overdose and die so Dec 2018 I overdose on pills and stopped breathing and was on life support for two days after being in the physcatric hospital my nephew told me I should have died jeffree you mean the world to me I have been suicidal free and hospital free for over a year now because of my daughter and because your my coping skill you help calm me and relax me when I'm depressed and having worrying I just watch your YouTube channel and I relax because seeing you do your make up and do reviews and hearing your stories really inspire me that I'm homeless right now trying to get my daughter back and I can be somebody someday that I can be successful one day jefffree I love you your such an amazing person and I understand you thank you for being you
Karin M.
Karin M. - 5 måneder siden
i love u
•LammasGacha• - 5 måneder siden
Aww 🥺 i cryed idk why... :'(
Donna Williams
Donna Williams - 5 måneder siden
Jefree your transparency is admirable and you dont know how your truth will touch and help others thank you for your honesty ❤
Brenda Dishaw
Brenda Dishaw - 5 måneder siden
Love you, Jeffree
Manuela Guirguis
Manuela Guirguis - 5 måneder siden
he felt "healed" because sometimes we need someone to listen to our story, even though we dont want compassion or understanding from others but to just let out the emotions...
one day i'm gonna meet jeffree and shane because they are my biggest inspirations, as humans, as business mans and as creators
jjj yyy
jjj yyy - 5 måneder siden
i was watching this in my computer and my mom showed up and said "his body is so dirty so much tatoo" and i was just mad at her like really mad i was like thinking "you dont even know what he been trought".. like jeffree just had so much PAIN in his life that he can`t even explain.. i wish my mom would know that..
Alexandra - 5 måneder siden
You are such a beautiful and genuine person Jeffree
Nar Chleor
Nar Chleor - 5 måneder siden
venom_nomnom ikr omggg💕💕
Donna Harakal
Donna Harakal - 5 måneder siden
Though I love your all balls out edge, the series showed not just this incredibly strong, bright person, but also a very sincere, gentle and sometimes shy, vulnerable side. The connectedness and trust that you and Shane appear to have shared seems to comes from an unspoken understanding of a darkness previously experienced. The fear of allowing such vulnerability to be shared by both of you resinates...
This is 2020
This is 2020 - 5 måneder siden
I think this show your growth! Never stop trying to be better, and appreciate your family, and real friends, reflect on your life when you need it apologize or forgive, to move foward. Always be true to yourself. Be thankful even if people hurt you, in the end they help you grow. Focus on the positive. Give yourself time to heal when you need it. A lot of people love you and want the best for you swety! This year has been so hard for eveyone... Sending blessings.
Richard Gordon
Richard Gordon - 5 måneder siden
Jeffree: "Grab a Red Bull, Grab a water, Grab a Bong".
Me: "Gets a large bowl and has a large amount of frosted mini wheats."
Joy Styles
Joy Styles - 5 måneder siden
Jeffre can make everything magical on every introduction.
Elena Gorba
Elena Gorba - 5 måneder siden
You have such a wonderful soul, Jeffrey. And I love you for that...🤍🤍🤍
dora valdez
dora valdez - 5 måneder siden
I love you Jeffree
MOB Beef
MOB Beef - 6 måneder siden
Thank you so much for this vid
Courtney Heart
Courtney Heart - 6 måneder siden
I think it shows a LOT that your mom never reached out to “mooch” when SO MANY family members and snakes would have done that. She just checked on you ❤️
Christine Amico
Christine Amico - 6 måneder siden
I have been following u for about 1 month and I love who and the way that u are and proud that u have become who the person that u are.
Donna Flowers
Donna Flowers - 6 måneder siden
You just made me cry. I can relate so deeply.
Lucy Osborne
Lucy Osborne - 6 måneder siden
Jeffree, if you actually read this, there are a lot of us out there who have these problems. This is your aging friend the knitting nurse. I also have depression, since my early twenties. I was suicidal, an issue I still battle. The cause was dear old Dad, in other words, incest. When I first started trying to wade through the destruction and backlash, I didn't see a reason to go on. By the time I was in my thirties, I had two reasons to live, my two children. I didn't want them to grow up without a mother. Now I'm a Granny, and I can tell you, it was worth the pain, the isolation and the questioning. Always the questioning: why, what did I do to deserve it, how can I possibly survive the pain? The answer is that there is no answer. Life goes on a second at a time, a day at a time, then it becomes weeks, then months. Now it's been 45 years of enduring the hurt that will never be mended, of understanding that others don't really want an answer when they ask you how you are doing. They want to hear "fine" and move on. What I can say is that the life of freedom and happiness that came out of it for my grandchildren made everything worth it. Your business, your fans, the people who adore you worldwide are your reasons to carry on. You are a visionary whose aim is to make the lives of others better, to encourage freedom from stereotype and to give back through charity. Good on ya, as the Aussies would say.
Hope Luna
Hope Luna - 6 måneder siden
I just wanna hug you 😭😭😭
sonia dhonde
sonia dhonde - 6 måneder siden
I have a newfound respect for this guy!!
sonia dhonde
sonia dhonde - 6 måneder siden
He grew up!!! And he did that wonderfully.. I am such a fan of his!!
No Body
No Body - 6 måneder siden
Love & respect thanks for your honesty and realness 💙💜🦋💜💙
Ankita Suman
Ankita Suman - 6 måneder siden
Always take care of your mom
Lisa Scales
Lisa Scales - 6 måneder siden
Jeffrey we are scorpio and we are very very deep folks and I can't remember a time when I was not sad a depressed and was thinking about suicide since 8 years old living in abusive and poor home growing up and I never ever knew about cutting I didn't know it was a actual thg I remember when my mom would get fuck up on xanax and alcohol I would just go in bathroom and just take a razor and just started taking razor and pressing pressing hard a just wanting to release pain from my heart and I was 10 when this was happening and then it was a thg
Lisa Scales
Lisa Scales - 6 måneder siden
By the way jeffree can I have one your my lil pony track suit like I'm in love with everything about jeffree special his clothes and when I saw my lil pony track suit I fell in love so I'm going to take a chance that my comment might get seen by jeffree star and he my let me get that track suit I would probably not wear of course I would have something like a pic frame or something special coz I would keep it where it won't get no damage and I just love jeffree star I'm not type person that cares about famous people and all but would freak out and love jeffree star lol
Lisa Scales
Lisa Scales - 6 måneder siden
I'm scorpio and can feel what he means by not trusting anyone coz ppl I was going out my way for and making their problems mine and trying be a good frd just find out they, stealing and even going after my man at exactly same time so I don't let ppl to close anymore
Lisa Scales
Lisa Scales - 6 måneder siden
I can tell he just hit a bowel lol his eyes are glossy lol
Alma Albarran
Alma Albarran - 6 måneder siden
I struggling right now
Crafty Angells
Crafty Angells - 6 måneder siden
That was hard to watch. I didn't expect that coming. Self harm. I did that during my addiction to opiates. I would beat myself up when I was sick In withdrawals. Break bones in my face. Ripping up my skin. Wanting to die. God this is hard as it brings it back. I'm so happy you reconnected with your mom and what you are doing for her is selfless and being a wonderful adult child to your mom. I hope things have continued to improve. You are an amazing individual Jeffrey. I'm so glad I became a follower.
Darci C.
Darci C. - 6 måneder siden
We will always listen and listen respectfully. I'm sorry I'm just now listening to your older videos, but I am here for you and support you all the way. So happy that you have reconnected with your mom and I hope you never get to a point again where self harm becomes an option again. We love you and keep doing you Queen!! ❤
Samantha Gonzales
Samantha Gonzales - 6 måneder siden
This was so amazing! I love this side of you!!!!
R. Leigh Coleman
R. Leigh Coleman - 6 måneder siden
Courageous you are...I am praying for you and so happy you do not cut any more. Please do not harm are loved.
sashaelvira5 Elvira
sashaelvira5 Elvira - 6 måneder siden
I suffer depression I hope you are well
Shawna Mock
Shawna Mock - 6 måneder siden
Honesty is so good on you. I don't think you ever get over the urge to cut. May i offer you an alternative? Use duct tape on the tender parts of your skin and rip it off. Less scary for others looking in but I'm 45 and I'm here to tell you it works. Love you
bay baystar1018
bay baystar1018 - 6 måneder siden
i'm so sorry to hear about your dark secrets
The Weedusama
The Weedusama - 6 måneder siden
Flash forward to now wow what a mess.
hh vtvutf7rx7r
hh vtvutf7rx7r - 6 måneder siden
I'm here just crying
Kacy Walker
Kacy Walker - 6 måneder siden
It’s so nice hearing someone talk about stuff like this. I struggle every single day and can’t talk to anyone about it. Nobody around me completely understands what this feels like it. ❤️
Amanda Houghton
Amanda Houghton - 6 måneder siden
So open to us. Going to a place of healing. Where you at? Wish you well, 💖
Edit: you are so relatable in your human emotions and that is what i miss.
Tonya Teeter
Tonya Teeter - 6 måneder siden
I needed this so much!!!! I am currently in therapy and have been diagnosed with bipolar, depression/anxiety, and PTSD due to childhood abuse. The loneliness and sadness will be with us for the rest of your life, Not a truer statement has been said. YOU ARE EVEN MORE OF INSPIRATION THAN YOU KNOW. THANK YOU!!!
Annie E
Annie E - 6 måneder siden
4 yrs is a LONG time . Feel it as an achievement.x
Annie E
Annie E - 6 måneder siden
Sorry, no Redbull but a Jaffa flavoured choc drink
Dot - 6 måneder siden
I love you!!!! Keep strong
Amanda Cash
Amanda Cash - 6 måneder siden
its ok QEEN you GOT THIS
Kiera-Louise Thomas
Kiera-Louise Thomas - 6 måneder siden
Ik how you feel xx
Amy Fox
Amy Fox - 6 måneder siden
Thank you for sharing the real ness of what you have overcome! You are truly an inspiration!
pam espinosa
pam espinosa - 6 måneder siden
Did anybody else have tears while watching this? 😭
Panagiotios - 6 måneder siden
He said, grab something,I grabbed my balls, sorry not sorry.
Karen Urquhart
Karen Urquhart - 6 måneder siden
I pretty much turned my feelings off...i was so numb that i just cut in order to feel something. I thought i was broken because i couldnt feel emotions...I was sad and wanted to cry but i couldnt. I wanted to laugh but i couldnt. I put a fake smile on everyday. They put me on medication, my doctor called it "the happy pill" to make me feel better but it just made me more numb and i actually ended up self-harming more. I got off that med, it was zoloft, and got onto a med called Prozac and its actually helped me quite a bit but i still have feelings of suicide and self-harm. Idk how to feel better and i hate when people say "take your meds and you will feel better" because its not true. Meds only suppress the feelings until something bad happens and you just crumble and break like broken glass...This is dark but this is shit i think about and it sucks. Btw i love you jeffree! ❤❤❤❤
Polina Smith
Polina Smith - 6 måneder siden
Oh, dear! I feel the same way. I hope you will get over it and recover. Don't give up.💞💞💞
derweasel - 6 måneder siden
love to you
Queen OG
Queen OG - 6 måneder siden
Jeffree you are such a beautiful and amazing person♥️
Sweet and Sassy Sarah
Sweet and Sassy Sarah - 6 måneder siden
Breaks my heart to hear you say you feel alone a lot. My brother felt alone for too long and he ended up committing suicide. He was hiding his true side for too long and couldn’t hide it anymore. Please please please message me any day any time you ever want to talk no matter what.
Mandy alise
Mandy alise - 6 måneder siden
Very sad, it's too much for anyone to handle. You hv a heart of gold Jeffrey
Stella Galvis
Stella Galvis - 6 måneder siden
I am glad you and your mum are healing and working on your relationship. That is amazing!!. I am so happy for you. The fact that you open up, it show us that you are only human. I can relate to feeling down and lonely at times, just keep Up the GOOD work, on your personal life. You are such a beautyful soul, you deserve to be HAPPY. I wish all the best from Colombia. ❤😘😘 🇨🇴🇨🇴
_.blackwill._ - 7 måneder siden
I fucking love you, Jeffree.
Lewis Spiteri
Lewis Spiteri - 7 måneder siden
I think that you been thinking of you.... Dad
;) but I Love you 😘😳
Sheila Elgammal
Sheila Elgammal - 7 måneder siden
Jeffree Star... 🌟. I don't think I have ever genuinely liked someone I have never even met so much. What a crazy thing the internet can be.. anywho, I think you are a shining example of what it is to learn and grow. To transform and become such a wonderful human being. I have only been watching for a couple of years, but I want you to know you are absolutely inspiring and I completely adore you. I find something new to like about you, every single time I see you and I wish you nothing but happiness and hugs!
Dani J
Dani J - 7 måneder siden
I love how he's so honest with us and himself. he isn't afraid to let people in.
Tammy Strimbold
Tammy Strimbold - 7 måneder siden
You are such a beautiful person inside and out
Juss Botown
Juss Botown - 7 måneder siden
This video had me in tears, you help me so much with my depression💜💜💜
Cassidy Hodges
Cassidy Hodges - 7 måneder siden
I've been there. 100 percent. I'm so proud of who you've become ❤️ I love you so much! I love watching your videos. I've watched almost all of them through this quarantine lol
Jojo - 7 måneder siden
I son committed suicide in June 2019 about eight months ago. Literally was there & you know that type of trauma is going to take a lifetime for me to just be able to try and live with..I’m in good therapy im told ....I’m receiving the type that soldiers receive when they come home from their PTSD. If anybody ever wants to DM me because they are having an issue like this or they have gone through something similar.. I always will respond to you..Because it’s a lonely thing to go through and then you yourself start to think crazy thoughts like maybe I’m better off not on this planet.. I just miss him so fucking much you know? I just wanted to throw that out there in case anybody nerds support today.
Deborah Montgomery
Deborah Montgomery - 7 måneder siden
Jojo Thank you.
Duchess Dragon
Duchess Dragon - 7 måneder siden
I'm so glad u opened up to both Shane and us... but most of all, to thine own self be true...fuck whoever else has a problem, they're not YOU, just like you're not ya hun, keep glammin and slammin we love you and you're beautiful inside and out...WE GOT YOU
Hiromi Uchida
Hiromi Uchida - 7 måneder siden
I'm tearing up watching your video. My tears are for sadness for your suffering n joy for reconnecting to your mom, helping her, being there for her. It is never too late to rebond with loved ones. I just found Shane's channel few weeks ago and I start to follow your channel too. No matter what other say I'm attracted to your energy of love, kindness and beautiful soul. And ofcourse your beautiful make up too. I'm proud of you for your courage to tell the truth. It's not easy. Especially famous person like you. My life motto is to be yourself and you are the example. I love to see people who live their life as who they are fully. I'm wishing you more great, happy and peaceful monents to come. Sending you love. 💖
adeline devol
adeline devol - 7 måneder siden
I struggle everyday getting up in the morning! Thank you Jeffree and Shane for doing this. You are an inspiration to many people and I wish you the best. ❤️🧡🧡💖
Lisa Maltese
Lisa Maltese - 7 måneder siden
Jeffree...I know you’ll never read/see this because I just started following you. I just wanted you to know that when I saw the video you made with Shane, and how you talked about cutting. It brought tears to my eyes because my son cut for years and years. His dad left us and we all were devastated. It sickened me to see the deep marks on his arms. He actually carved the word “loser” on his arm with a knife. I realized he did this because it was the only thing he could control. He couldn’t control his dad leaving, couldn’t control the pain we were all in, but the cutting was what gave him power if you will. Never feel bad about “relapses.” Life throws things at us and like you said it can take you back to dark places. My son has since stopped cutting. He found art to be his therapy and he’s an incredible artist. I still worry about him every day. But he has such strength now. And so do you. The relationship with your mom is intense. But you’re doing such a great thing for her. She’ll always be your mom...and she’ll always love you with all the scars, sadness and darkness you’ve both been through. Thank you for being such an inspiration to many people. I hope you continue to heal, be gentle with yourself and take each day as it comes. ❤️
This is 2020
This is 2020 - 7 måneder siden
I would love Jeffree to see this comment. Jeffree has a good heart and needs support (just like any other person). He made a lot mistakes while his mind was not in a good place and pretty much alone. I'm glad to see him grow. Jeffree 2020 will be stronger and much humble after this year ends. I'm sorry many people don't like Jeffree at all. Praying for Jeffree and your son, they deserve a good future.